Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Why did you do that to me Louie?

louie was mesmerized by chicken rendang on the teable

My cat got upset at me for some reasons and scratched me all over my face, hands,the whole body!
She escaped, i got panicked and went to look for her all over the building. I then stumble upon her at my neighbors and guess what she was doing? She was fucking making out with neigbor's cat. So i took her in and before i even manage to get her into the house, she scratched my face. Pretty bad, Now i feel ugly. Had to get that fucking tetanus vaccine.

Why do people think butterflies are pretteyh..beautiful?
I don't think so. What is so beautiful about crawly creepy legs? So creepy legs are beautiful? and i thought i was a freak.2 days ago, i was walking along the other block, i saw fuck loads of butterflies floating around the pathway and i stood there for 10 fucking minutes just waiting for them to buzz off and they just float there as if they know my dark secret about how much i fear them. So, i took the other way to the gate which is longer than the pathway. Fucking butterflies...
Perhaps i just described myself as a freak...


Monday, October 19, 2009

Karma's a bitch

We all know Karma's a bitch. What goes up ,must come down and bla bla bla. So, how can you stay above and not go down? Karma has its own way of doing stuff, we also have our own way. You see, 5 months ago, i left this dude who loved me all his life and i can't be with him for numbers of reasons, I'm hurt, he's hurt, i'm in love with someone else who love me back yadi yada. My first decision was to ignore the 3rd party, deny my feelings and stick with current bf but since he found out, i can't avoid anymore and come clean. So,i came to conclusion that i can't do it anymore so i just left him and move on with the new dude. Now, it has been 5 months with him and he started to act all weird. Well..its just a hunch. He did said he want to be with me and still love me and stuff but yeah.That not the point. Point is! I feel as if karma is turning its way to me. They go around and they come back to get you. I have a funny solution to that. Say if you were in my situation, you could try to bitch back at karma. Get Karma before Karma get you :D Say for example, if he's gonna dump me, i'll make sure of it first and dump him before he could even dump me and shove both your middle fingers and say "fuck off karma! You lost! i got you BIGTIME!" and then run in zig zags as suggested by one of my friends.


Just a random thought that i have today XD