Oh my god.

Aku kadang kadang stress berkawan dengan dorang nih. Bukan nak jadi mulut busuk ah tapi nak buat bende SERIBU SATU ALASAN die bagi. Adeeee je alasan. Aku tak tahu la macam mana orang mamcam ni hidup. Dah la banyak bende tak makan. Itu tak makan, ini tak makan. Nak kurus tapi makan bukan makan tapi mentekedarah. Ajak bersenam ja seribu satu alasa. Sebok beli sporting gears mahal mahal. Nak main badminton kat tempat berbayar bagai. Nak posh je sume dah lupe main point. Orang nasihat, membenci lak. Lantak ko lah. Aku panas hati lak dgn org macam ni.

When the impossible became possible

I am stoked! After 5 years of chatting through icq and Facebook,we've finally decided to meet up for a real chat! 22nd of October marked the date. I am finally able to meet Yuki, a friend from Australia and Lili from Penang. We met a little about 5 years ago at the Japan chatroom in ICQ then we proceed to Facebook and carried on since then until recently Yuki came to visit KL. It's truly amazing. I never thought that I could see anyone that I talk to online. Really a wonderful experience. This inspires me to venture around and meet the others like Miyo in the Philiphines and maybe Nins too. Speaking of which, I am going to see another of the regular ICQ chatter again in March. So yeah, March come faster! End note: Aku tak tahu lah ape hubungan 2 orang bile dua2 saling caring sesama sendiri, sepanjang masa nak berjumpe bercakap, then bila bercakap, mesti nak romantic. Tapi bile dimintak untuk define hubungan ni, die jawab sahabat. Aku tak tahulah samaada aku patut bersabar atau biarkan je. For me, I think I'm pretty much in love. Tapi mungkin terlalu awal. Selepas brape tahun berkawan. Tak pernah2 rapat tetibe je rapat gile. Aku tak sabar nak lihat ape akan jadi seterusnye. 145 hari saja lagi. 145 hari....ahhh lamanyaaaaaaa >.<

MTV World Stage 2011

So we had some issue at the concert last night. Yea, of course, you can't bring water bottle to a concert,especially mineral water bottle. That make perfect sense. But then there are people who brought their own bottle. Who the fuck stands for 6 fucking hours and nto get dehydrated? Especially with 15K crowd. So we asked for water from the security. These assholes ,literally made fun of us. Cock cock cockity cock.
These two dudes are real assholes. I'll tell you what they did. Starting with the dick in black that look like a retarded sasquatch from the side view. He thought it was fun, you know, to bluff like he was giving us a bottle of mineral water and then pulled the bottle back. He thought he was funny. and we're all suckers. That guy got my honest and sincere middle finger. The guy in the red shirt that look like a constipated monkey purposed picked a fight with my friend and was very rude. So I joined 'em. You know, what kind of moron who would go to a concert goers and said stuff like " ohhh, you're screaming and jumping, that's why you get dehydrated. you should stop doing stuff like that" like what the fuck dude? Who fucking go to a concert and stand like an idiot. This ain't church. Gawd. If only I could punch him in the face once, I don't really care what's gonna happen to me next. Sure itll make me feel real good. Despite these 2 muppets, overall we had a great time. Last year I just post a picture of VJ Utt inthis blog, this year I don't really have any picture of him because...I get to shake hands with him twice :D I guess I was too busy shaking his hands to take pictures. Then there's Pop Shuvit and old Man Bai who can really sing. or dance. and Beast which is awesome,Neon Trees awesomer and 30 Seconds to Mars which is awesomest. I fell in love the the drummer in Neon trees. and Shannon, played drums while he was standing like a motherfucker. Sadly, no pictures cuz my piece of shit iPod couldn't take a good picture and we can't bring in cameras. But anyway, the thoughts that matters :)

New updates

I hadn't post anything in here for quite a while ay?
I have been..super busy with...stuff. Anywho, I've just finished my third semester and finals was a pile of cow's shit. Past couple of months had been really hectic. Studies,work,and trying to please everybody. Now that the semester's over, at least one burden's off the shoulder.I quit my previous job and now working at some Apple Store. Fun job. Way better than previous one. I had some shit boss back then. She is still shit. My current boss is suppppper niceee. Couldn't ask for better. I also went for football match between Malaysia and Chelsea FC. Brilliant game. Worth my 100 bucks. But then there was this creepy old freak keep following us around like a motherfucker and giving me the pedo smile. Motherfucker kid, I paid a 100 bucks not to see you shoving your pedo face infront of mine. I was ready with my kung pow moves. Anyways, I felt good tho. I got to cross one of the many things to do in my bucket list; to watch a soccer match, Chelsea FC to be specific. Since now I am capable of doing whatever the fuck I want. And tomorrow, I'll get to see my favorite guys, Jared and Shannon. 30STM is in town dawg. So like everybody in my workplace took the day off and my boss was like "wtf is going on?" lol.

Heh.

I've also gained weight. and now have a really disgusting muffin top. I eat like a monster. Poop like a motherfucker. Okay. That was uncalled for. Just trying to emphasize that I am getting fat. Reeeeally need to lay off the carbs. I do need some flesh but no at the bellayh >.<

Anyway, Adios chicos.



John Terry



Didier Drogba



Fernando Torrer



Frank Lampard



Villas-Boas and Torres

onlyhopeful:

 If I sleep to much, my parents complain.

If I don’t get enough sleep, my parents complain.

If I eat too much, my parents complain.

If I don’t eat enough, my parents complain.

If I’m always in my room, my parents complain.

If I go out too much, my parents complain.

I CAN’T FUCKING WIN.

THIS IS LIFE.

 

Waddup

It's been a while! Yes of course, I have been busy with classes, working till late night, babysitting a 30 years old baby etc etc. That's what I have been up to lately. So yesterday I got a time off for myself and went trekking or whatever they called with my college mates. Here's some of the photos

I got a job! :D

Gunna be doing a part time job for a couple of month. All for my best friend and yes she had no clue about this. I'm gonna dedicate my whole paycheck for her XD. I'm treating her a front row ticket to Maroon 5's in April which is 5 fucking hundreds each. I have mine already but I also want her to be there. I can't wait to surprise her. Today's my first day. Here goes the miserable days...

Facebook.

Is fucking gay.

A release about the Farro brothers exiting the band.

This came from Josh Farro's blog himself.

Hey guys,


Let me start by apologizing to you for the way everything went down on Saturday. I had a statement typed ready to post to you guys but Hayley released one without my permission. We were not going to issue a statement until we worked out our exit agreement with Hayley. I wish it didn’t have to happen that way, Zac and I wanted to be the ones you heard it from. I want to be honest with you guys about how this band formulated from day one. I did not think Hayley’s version told the whole story, at least from our perspective and hopefully this will explain a bit about why we are leaving.

Zac and I had a garage band in high school with the intentions of just making music for the love of it. We met Taylor and our friend Jason Clark at our school and found out that we shared the same musical tastes. So, we asked them to join our band. It was some of the greatest times of our lives playing music in Taylor’s basement with them. We obviously needed a lead singer and one day Zac met Hayley. We asked her to come try out and eventually to join the band.

Months down the road things changed and this band became all about Hayley. She had a manager at the time that controlled her every move along with her parents. They didn’t like the idea of Hayley being in a rock band so they forced her to leave wanting her to pursue a solo career.

Hayley went off to write and record her solo demos while the four of us continued on without her. A couple of months later Hayley came and asked us if she could use the song “Conspiracy” that we had all previously written together. We agreed that that would be fine. I got a call a while after that from Hayley telling me that her manager said that Zac and I were invited to be back in the band (the band we started), but not Taylor and Jason because they weren’t good enough in his eyes. Hayley brought in Jeremy and our first rhythm guitarist Jason Bynum as the other two members.

We travelled to LA a few weeks later for a showcase and it was a nightmare. Hayley’s manager would tell the band to be in the lobby of the hotel at a certain time, but he and Hayley wouldn’t show for hours. We found out that they had been meeting with record label executives all morning without us, which is totally weird given that this wasn’t simply a solo artist, but we were a band. The band was in the dark the whole time. After many meetings between Hayley, her manager and the labels they decided to sign her to Atlantic records. We didn’t understand why Hayley was the only one signing the contract since we were told this was a “band”, but we were too young to grasp all of this. So far, Zac and I haven’t signed with another label, although I guess our part of Paramore sure could. Next thing we knew we were having a signing party for Hayley.

Our next move was to rerecord her solo demos with our own music rather than studio musicians to make it sound more genuine. Meanwhile, we tossed around band names. I wrote out a list of names, including “Paramore”, a name my old band with Taylor and Jason Clark had thought about using. Obviously, we settled on that name. The label received the rerecorded demos and once again tried to fire the entire band, saying we were terrible. Thankfully Hayley and I had been writing some new songs together (Hallelujah, Here We Go Again) that the label was pleased with so that acted as leverage for the band to stay. The label and management then decided to build our band up the grass-roots route. They put Hayley on Fueled by Ramen not making it known she was signed to Atlantic as well. All the while we still questioned whether or not we were an actual band, but Hayley continued to insist we were, despite our being ignored and pushed around by the label.

They then sent us all to Orlando to rehearse and write eight hours a day for our first record. Half -way though this process, Jeremy decided to quit. We were all really upset about it. So we finished the record, replaced Jeremy, and hit the road with Hayley’s father as our tour manager/driver of a twelve-passenger van. Her dad would constantly threaten to “pull the plug” on the whole band if we complained about anything, suggesting that we were hired guns and Hayley was the real artist, when in reality we were also part of the band. We’ve always been treated as less important than Hayley. It’s been obvious how her family views things.

Jeremy ended up rejoining and we toured non-stop for two and half years building our fan base, pretending to be a band that started naturally. In reality, what started as natural somehow morphed into a manufactured product of a major label, riding on the coattails of “Hayley’s dream.”

Before recording our next record, we kicked out Jeremy for his lack of work ethic and participation in things that Zac, Hayley and I didn’t agree with. At this point it was just the three of us to record Riot. Once the record was done, we needed a bassist and another guitarist. Eventually Zac and I convinced Hayley to let Taylor rejoin and she convinced us to let Jeremy back in, promising he had changed his ways.
Once again we hit the road and toured on our biggest record as a band. As you all know Hayley and I dated and broke up during this album cycle. Things then started going downhill for our band. Hayley and Jeremy’s views started changing from what we all once believed in. The band almost split after cancelling a tour in Europe, but we managed to keep it together somehow. This is when Zac and I started to consider quitting the band.

Once we finished touring on Riot, we came home for a break and started writing for Brand New Eyes. Hayley presented lyrics to us that were really negative and we didn’t agree with. For example, “the truth never set me free”, which contradicts what the Bible says in John 8:32 (“and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall sat you free”). We fought her about how her lyrics misrepresented our band and what we stood for, but in the end she got her way. Instead of fighting her any longer, we decided to just roll over and let it go.

Hayley claimed that this record reunited us as band and made us grow closer together, when in reality we were all growing further apart. Suddenly the band had spilt into two sides. Touring became more difficult since we couldn’t agree on anything. The friendships our band once had were no longer existent. Amos 3:3 says, “Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction”. In addition to the band turmoil, touring had really taken its toll on us both. We left home at such a young age and missed taking part in normal teenage years. When you own part of a band and are constantly playing, you make sacrifices. Touring has taken its toll on our family members as well. I specifically remember many moments where our parents would break down in tears when we had to leave. It broke my heart. Seeing our siblings grow up so much during our absences was never easy either.

After a lot a prayer and counsel Zac and I came to the decision that it was time to leave the band. We truly feel that God is leading us elsewhere and is going to do great things with us. The intention of this statement was not to belittle or disgrace the rest of the band, it was simply to clarify our decision for leaving and our desire to finally tell you guys the truth. We are still hoping to work out a friendly way to leave our part of Paramore intact with the remaining band members, including Hayley.

We want to thank you guys for all of your love and support over the past 7 years. It’s been an honor creating and playing music for you. If music is what God calls us to in the future, we hope that you all will be a part of it.

All of the glory be to God,

Josh and Zac

Well..I don't really care what happen just keep making music and hope you guy find your happiness : )
I'm still Paramore's biggest fan. I liked and loved each and every one of ya!

Quoted from : http://joshnfarro.blogspot.com/

Jewelries

Is one thing that I can never understand. Put jewelry on me and I bet cha it wouldn't last more than an hour on me. So here's the thing. My sister have this new obsession with jewelry making of swaroski pearls and beads. She made,I admit,pretty brilliant designs but the thing is..I'm not really the biggest fan of jewelries and shits like that. Sure I'd go for a bullet necklace that look almost similar to a penis from above view and never wear it anyhow,but still,jewelries/accessories is not really something I fancy. What's excruciating is that she'd constantly ask for my opinions on her design and won't stop buggin me until I voice out what I think of her design,every one fucking hour. This is soooo bloody annoying and worstttt, I have to be worlds supportive sister. Sucketh. Nevertheless, I am still proud of her. She sold a couple of designs/sets and now she's thinking of going global since she just got a placement order from the states. Impressive huh?

Josh and Zac Farro are to leave Paramore.

Yup. Read it all here folks.
http://www.paramore.net/blog/announcement/

It's a real downer that they decided to leave world's awesomest band alive. I thin they left to join another band Fox..something. I don't remember. Well lucky me I went for their last asian tour and bought a front row ticket. Was worth it.For what its worth, I've seen them all before my eyes.

Trying too hard?

I can't help but to notice people trying so hard to look good but ended up looking ridiculous than ever. We all know that I don't have good sense of fashion but at least I am sensible :P
Anyway, you wan't to look sexy and you show off more skin. There is a fine line between looking sexy and looking like a cheap slut. Some might even try too hard to look sexy that it disgust me sometimes and they end up looking like a total slut. Sexy doesn't have to show off more skin. Well..I think sexy can come from personality as well. Yeah, this sounds boring but true story.Wearing a tank top,spaghetti shirt and really short shorts or jeans doesn't make you sexy. That is what we call trying too hard. Sometimes, a simple Tee and a blue jeans can make you look sexy as ever.

Make up. I don't understand people who wear funny make up..or too much make up on their faces. I wear make up but not too much ya'll. and be wary of whatever stuff you put on your face. Soem fake make ups might even ruin your face. It just covers things up for only few hours and have lasting effects on your face. Might cause blackness on the lips or something. True story. Don't try too hard. Go for something simple and natural : )

Boys. Now girls, don't be such a cheap whore and simply go out with any boys you met by the roadside or library or god forbid, some fast food restaurant( cuz he's probably a cheap bastard..jk.Not.) Have a price for yourself, respect yourself and don't treat yourself like a cheap whore and guys won't treat you like one too. Abstain. I'm a girl too and I know sometimes how girls long to have a boy around them or some might love all the attention from boys( I really don't know what it'll do good for you...) If you just have some sense of respect for yourself..you wouldn't meet all the assholes out there and eventually meet a decent guy that wouldn't hurt you like those assholes did. Well..that's what I think.

Oh..one more thing.

Fake whore lashes are fugly.

Itu aku.

They have this tag bloggers going around among bloggers so I have been tagged. So here we go.


Apa benda yg paling penting dalam hidup?
Makan.

benda terakhir yg korg beli guna duit sendiri?
Batag lidi.


tempat ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan n tema perkhwinan?
Rumah sendiri,boleh? : DAku malas nak travel jauh jauh nih.



adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?


berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
Tak lame. Aku baru 20 tahun. Boring weyh. Dunie besau lagi.


novel/buku/majalah terakhir yg korang beli?
Change of heart-Jodi Picoult


antara mak n ayah mana lebih mesra?
MAK.


namakan org yg korang betol2 nak jumpe dalam hidup?
Jamban..since aku tgh tahan but since die kate orang so I say.. semua kawan2 ku!!!

adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?
Ye lah...adoi..


tempat yang korang betol2 nak pergi?
Europe~~


pilih satu,peluk atau cium?
Okay. Lets run a test shall we? Kau entah sape sape, kau datang dari mane pun aku tak tahu then kau peluk and and terus cium. Aku jadi menggelabah lalu bukak penendang aku.So jawapanye peluk.


3 benda tentang org yg tag korang?
Comel
Cumel
Shomel
(Boleh Nadia?)

benda yg korang sayang sgt2 dlm hidup?
Aku.


lagu paling suka n selalu dengar?
Where the lines overlap-Paramore

bila tarikh lahir n kat mana sambut tahun lps?
August 15,kat rumah atas katil aku.

blogger korang nk tag?
Malas la nak pikir. Haha
Nadia ngan azym je kot.
Hmm
Maybe Intan skali.

Guess what? Wellington boots! No.It's semester break.

Ahhh..nothing like the long semester break. After 5 long months of struggle with assignments,tutorials,quizzes and idiots, it's finally time to take a break from those rascals.So...braggin about my lame life session!
I finally have time to get back to my guitar. It's been a while and it's off tuned. I have played a couple of new songs and I've recorded some of it on Facebook. I have also lost a friend for she thought that I betrayed her while she screwed up my assignments, well read this buddy ; You can go fucking die in a fire. There you go. My sister is here, which is also a good thing! Well..the downside is that I can have little peace now. I keep constantly been called for every 10 minutes. Ooh, and now I am taking this spa management class thingy(cuz my sister thought it'd be productive for me to do it while I have nothing to do during semester break) and I have an exam on this shit this coming 26th.The if I pass the exam, I will have full certificate and I can now either have a spa of my own and teach people and become an instructor with the salary of 3K monthly :D You know what I'd choose.and oh, i forgot to brag to you about my Paramore experience. As a Parawhore, this could be the life changing experience...not. But yeah,my life is complete now. Haha. I was totally ogling on Hayley and Josh was TOTALLY checking me out.Haha :P
Okay, truth is, I was ogling on Josh and none of 'em checked me out -.-
Okay so, here's some of the pictures.














Okay, I'm done braggin.

Updates

Quick update. I'm currently bored and stuck with a pile of ASSignments. I've got dysfunctional teammates but hey, that's okay. I mean, what other way I can use my spare time other than doing the things that they should do right? Anyway, Paramore was awesome and epic. I got my Rock Zone ticket together with Farah. We manage to sit (or stand) and the very front row, right in front of Josh Farro. It was an incredibly awesome or heavenly night since we get to ogle on Josh Farro the whole fucking night. I think this compensates all of the lost events that I couldn't attend in the past years. Simple Plan, Panic at the Disco, Linkin Park and others. and crazy halloween party by ADP student, crazy lame halloween party that is. But haunted mansion was a success despite the lame party. I also have been working on my guitar skills and I can play few more songs other than The Only Exception. I haven't touch my baby for a while now since I am preoccupied with college stuff.

Splurging

I finally got my iPod Touch 4th Gen! or 4G. I don't know.Nobody cares. It look almost similar to iPhone 4G. Well..functions too. But iPod without the phone of course. It's very thin. Way cooler than Blackberry cuz it has FACETIME! Hah. Now Blackberry can't brag about their awesome BBM anymore. I'm trying to jail break my iPod and still learning. Maybe I'll do that when the semester ends.

Yeah, it looks boring for now.

Anyway, I changed my Paramore ticket from Free seating to Free standing! :D
It's doesn't sound like a good thing when I put it that way. What I meant was, I've upgraded out tickets to front stage :D
and reselling our tickets for RM152 EACH. 2 tickets available. Interested? Leave ma a shout out. Some crazy motherfucker got pissed at me cuz he thought I was actually selling RM 152 for rockzone. Dumbass.
I also have been splurging :/
No bueno. Especially when I use bankcard instead of cash. I can see the money flow. Blah.

Okay

Last couple of days had been really..crazy. Had tons of workload. It just keep coming and coming. Assignments, tutorial, homework ,events, other commitments...sometimes it just make me lose my motivation and I'll eventually start goofing around and be lazy. But since I am awesome, I find myself a way to motivate myself. I always envied my friends who have already flown to the states to resume their studies so whenever I feel demotivated, I'd stalk their Facebook page, get jealous and start working so hard afterwards until I have another nervous breakdown or demotivated. Brilliant huh? Mid sectionals on Monday until Thursday. I hope I am well prepared. I had no idea how the questions is going to be. if not, I'll just write some shit like haiku or draw a comic strip of President Lincoln and some weird things about Civil War, or lyrics to Paramore's.

Talking about education gives me major migraine, so I am going to avoid speaking of it for now.
I bought myself a Mac last week :D and I am a happy Mac User. Altho there's a few drawbacks but still, Mac is way more stable compared to others. I also got myself an Epiphone :D I am still a guitar noob but hey, at least I can play a couple of songs. Still learning and thanks to Alya, my guitar Guru. Hah. All the freaking long gaps between classes had been worth it.

Shamrock

I don't know what's up with the title...
Anywho... these few weeks..or rather days had been really..umm, disturbing. A lot of good things happened for the last couple of days. I am happy but I am curious at the same time. "God, what's the catch? Good things happen all at once? There must be something behind it. It's me we're talking about. My luck had been nothing but a blow, suddenly, everything changed over a few days. Tell me something dear god"
Anyway,I learned a couple of new songs that uses easy chords. Very easy. One of it was I wanna by The all American Rejects and the other is Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift. I'm not really her biggest fan but I don't hate her. These 2 songs uses almost similar chords. and oh! I can do Smoke on the water as well! It would sound so much better if I had an acoustic guitar. Speaking of which, I might get one Epiphone (maybe) this weekend. So..I'm gonna practice on I wanna and I'll make a video out of it when I'm ready. For now, I'm gonna go back to Bill of Rights...Article of Confederation..Amendments... Gahhhhh. Stupid quiz.

The Only Exception Fail.

Hi (This is probably the first time ever to say "Hi" in the blog so mark that down)Okay so I had mentioned about my attempt to play the only exception. So, I just made a video of myself playing the song. Oh cut me some slack, I know I suck. I'm still a guitar noob. It sounded kinda off a bit cuz I'm using a classical guitar and I was supposed to use a capo but I don't have one plus I'm still having problem with strumming and fretting. I'm trying to figure out if there is any video hosting site that I can post videos to selected people and not public or w/e and no YouTube or Rapidshare. I hate those. Well, only Rapidshare but not YouTube. Maybe some other video hosting website. So the video's on the link below. Again, if you are going to see it, please forgive me for the noise.


p/s: I just play the intro cuz the rest I am too lazy to play the rest of the songs and it needs singing XD

HIMYM and Terrified

Seriously Ted, what's the deal. It's been 5 freaking seasons of How I Met Your Mother and Ted is yet, STILL telling his kids about how he met their mother and we still have no fucking clue who the mother is. For the love of god, just tell us and get this over with. Well, bugger off. I really want to know who the mother is. I thought it was Robyn.I've been hanging on to this show for the sake of my curiosity about the mother. David Henry already has his own show for crying out loud. Just spill it out.

Learned to play a new song tonight. Heard Kara Dioguardi's song whilst I was at the Saloon doing my hair. Funny story. We'll get back to that later for now, the song. So, I thought the song might be using simple chords and voila! took me5 minutes to learn that song. The strumming is my only problem. I have to figure out about the strumming. Still in process of learning The Only Exception. I got the strumming but problem with putting the chords all together to form one whole continual song. Haha. It actually sounded awful and funny if you hear 'em or better yet, see me play. Surprisingly not much issue on the strumming pattern tho.

So, saloon.Got my hair dyed and trimmed by someone that I am unsure of his/her sexual orientation. I mean I was sure that he/she was a guy the first time I saw her 3 years ago but as the time goes by and as my mind is being conditioned(I don't even know what the heck is wrong with me) but I'm beginning to think that he is actually a she. or I wasn't sure if he was actually a he meaning if she was actually a she from the day she was born. My brain hurt. But that's beside the point. So I told her how I'd like my hair to be and sher started to voice her opinion and made the decision for me. "Okay so, I'm gonna tone down your hair color cuz it looks better if it was brown instead of red and we're gonna cut off your bangs and no Hayley Williams's hair, those sharp, spikey hair is no good". What? Did I just hire myself a personally groomer or something? Since when did a hairstylist begin to change career into personal advisor. I mean, I know her opinions might be right but who the heck cares? I specifically asked for my hair to be dyed copper red and cut short. You know, this reminds me of Russel Peters's "Personal Financial Advisor" joke. If you watch Russel you'll get the joke. Meh. All these ranting hurt my brain.