Happy New Year

Hope ya'll didn't start the year like i did : )

Human Nature

I walked across the living room and i accidentally hit the wall. I blamed the wall for hitting me.

We're busy

Too busy looking and searching for all the bad things that we missed out all the good things.

Yeah.

I love silly people

It's excruciating to see how potentially smart people do silly things. I'm not implying anything here. Just generally, people like to do silly things. It's sad. They talk about silly stuff, do silly things. For example. in Myspace. I always get private messages and comments from males that are trying to make contact, to start something mutual with me but it failed bigtime. Unless i love silly things then it will work. Perhaps calling people baby at the beginning of the communication process doesn't work well enough. Lack of communication skills?I'm not a good person. Really. I love to observe people and by observing, I can learn as much as i could from them. Then i guess, i can evolve from observing. Need not to say more. I'm not perfect, or even close to a good person. I'm still a human becomings. Still evolving and growing. There's a lot more to learn.

Cupcakes

Lately, since i did a recap on What I like about you like 2 or 3 months ago, i have this over compulsive crave for cupcakes. Not just any regular boring cupcake but those with thick fat colorful frosting. yummeyh :D But the thing is...it's relatively hard to find a decent cupcake bar around KL, i don't know if you guys know any but as far as I know, i got nothing. Fancy doughnuts are overrated. I found some cupcake store but they sell muffins not cupcakes >.> and they named their store cupcake bar>.> wth. I wish I have baking skills. haha.

New stuff

Just got back from dodgeball competition.I was forced to join the competition by my friends since its their group project to organize this event and we as classmates should support each other by joining the competition>.> I hated it earlier this morning, when i reached there and saw all of my opponents, i was scared. Why? look at me. haha. Our team, me, max, farhan and couple of other guys are...tiny>.> The HELP dodgeball team joined the competition as well. They did a demo for the game. I swear to god, they struck light a thunder bolt>.> Fast and hard:D it got me shaky bigtime. Turned out that i like the game, altho i suck at it. We had fun. I was hoping that we don't have to go against team alpha Q( college official team) but during the knock out stage, we had to vote and we were soooooo lucky to go against team alpha Q( this explains how we lost the game..>.>) I was always the last one to get knocked out, ALWAYS. I dont know why they didn't hit me,maybe because i'm a girl or i'm too skinny...wtf. I've got fucking 3 versus 1 by one of the noobs team and fucking 5 versus 2 by team Alpha Q. Lame. I failed anyway. no chance with 3 versus 1 and 5 versus 1. haha and imagine! we played under the blazing sun! hell it was hot. still fun tho. Now that dodgeball is over, im gonna go back to my stupid Video News Release. My first time doing video editing.I know nothing about it:-/ so im gonna duke it out later, now im really tired. haha. This is gonna sound gay but it feels good to learn new stuff. it adds up to your knowledge and experience. I lerned how to play dodgeball today. When i came, i dont know shit about dodgeball. I just know hit and run. Our plan basically was, we play, we lose, we go home, but then i didnt know we were that lucky to get thru to knock out stage:) Dodgeball is fun, you should try it:)

Team Alpha Q.

getting ready

poyo je. haha

Oh yea, i to my surprise, i am not injured:) but i got couple of bruises, not form dodgeball, but because i fell in the bathroom AFTER dodgeball..........................................lame.

Why did you do that to me Louie?

louie was mesmerized by chicken rendang on the teable

My cat got upset at me for some reasons and scratched me all over my face, hands,the whole body!

She escaped, i got panicked and went to look for her all over the building. I then stumble upon her at my neighbors and guess what she was doing? She was fucking making out with neigbor's cat. So i took her in and before i even manage to get her into the house, she scratched my face. Pretty bad, Now i feel ugly. Had to get that fucking tetanus vaccine.

Why do people think butterflies are pretteyh..beautiful?

I don't think so. What is so beautiful about crawly creepy legs? So creepy legs are beautiful? and i thought i was a freak.2 days ago, i was walking along the other block, i saw fuck loads of butterflies floating around the pathway and i stood there for 10 fucking minutes just waiting for them to buzz off and they just float there as if they know my dark secret about how much i fear them. So, i took the other way to the gate which is longer than the pathway. Fucking butterflies...

Perhaps i just described myself as a freak...

Karma's a bitch

We all know Karma's a bitch. What goes up ,must come down and bla bla bla. So, how can you stay above and not go down? Karma has its own way of doing stuff, we also have our own way. You see, 5 months ago, i left this dude who loved me all his life and i can't be with him for numbers of reasons, I'm hurt, he's hurt, i'm in love with someone else who love me back yadi yada. My first decision was to ignore the 3rd party, deny my feelings and stick with current bf but since he found out, i can't avoid anymore and come clean. So,i came to conclusion that i can't do it anymore so i just left him and move on with the new dude. Now, it has been 5 months with him and he started to act all weird. Well..its just a hunch. He did said he want to be with me and still love me and stuff but yeah.That not the point. Point is! I feel as if karma is turning its way to me. They go around and they come back to get you. I have a funny solution to that. Say if you were in my situation, you could try to bitch back at karma. Get Karma before Karma get you :D Say for example, if he's gonna dump me, i'll make sure of it first and dump him before he could even dump me and shove both your middle fingers and say "fuck off karma! You lost! i got you BIGTIME!" and then run in zig zags as suggested by one of my friends.

Just a random thought that i have today XD