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A release about the Farro brothers exiting the band.

This came from Josh Farro's blog himself.

Hey guys,


Let me start by apologizing to you for the way everything went down on Saturday. I had a statement typed ready to post to you guys but Hayley released one without my permission. We were not going to issue a statement until we worked out our exit agreement with Hayley. I wish it didn’t have to happen that way, Zac and I wanted to be the ones you heard it from. I want to be honest with you guys about how this band formulated from day one. I did not think Hayley’s version told the whole story, at least from our perspective and hopefully this will explain a bit about why we are leaving.

Zac and I had a garage band in high school with the intentions of just making music for the love of it. We met Taylor and our friend Jason Clark at our school and found out that we shared the same musical tastes. So, we asked them to join our band. It was some of the greatest times of our lives playing music in Taylor’s basement with them. We obviously needed a lead singer and one day Zac met Hayley. We asked her to come try out and eventually to join the band.

Months down the road things changed and this band became all about Hayley. She had a manager at the time that controlled her every move along with her parents. They didn’t like the idea of Hayley being in a rock band so they forced her to leave wanting her to pursue a solo career.

Hayley went off to write and record her solo demos while the four of us continued on without her. A couple of months later Hayley came and asked us if she could use the song “Conspiracy” that we had all previously written together. We agreed that that would be fine. I got a call a while after that from Hayley telling me that her manager said that Zac and I were invited to be back in the band (the band we started), but not Taylor and Jason because they weren’t good enough in his eyes. Hayley brought in Jeremy and our first rhythm guitarist Jason Bynum as the other two members.

We travelled to LA a few weeks later for a showcase and it was a nightmare. Hayley’s manager would tell the band to be in the lobby of the hotel at a certain time, but he and Hayley wouldn’t show for hours. We found out that they had been meeting with record label executives all morning without us, which is totally weird given that this wasn’t simply a solo artist, but we were a band. The band was in the dark the whole time. After many meetings between Hayley, her manager and the labels they decided to sign her to Atlantic records. We didn’t understand why Hayley was the only one signing the contract since we were told this was a “band”, but we were too young to grasp all of this. So far, Zac and I haven’t signed with another label, although I guess our part of Paramore sure could. Next thing we knew we were having a signing party for Hayley.

Our next move was to rerecord her solo demos with our own music rather than studio musicians to make it sound more genuine. Meanwhile, we tossed around band names. I wrote out a list of names, including “Paramore”, a name my old band with Taylor and Jason Clark had thought about using. Obviously, we settled on that name. The label received the rerecorded demos and once again tried to fire the entire band, saying we were terrible. Thankfully Hayley and I had been writing some new songs together (Hallelujah, Here We Go Again) that the label was pleased with so that acted as leverage for the band to stay. The label and management then decided to build our band up the grass-roots route. They put Hayley on Fueled by Ramen not making it known she was signed to Atlantic as well. All the while we still questioned whether or not we were an actual band, but Hayley continued to insist we were, despite our being ignored and pushed around by the label.

They then sent us all to Orlando to rehearse and write eight hours a day for our first record. Half -way though this process, Jeremy decided to quit. We were all really upset about it. So we finished the record, replaced Jeremy, and hit the road with Hayley’s father as our tour manager/driver of a twelve-passenger van. Her dad would constantly threaten to “pull the plug” on the whole band if we complained about anything, suggesting that we were hired guns and Hayley was the real artist, when in reality we were also part of the band. We’ve always been treated as less important than Hayley. It’s been obvious how her family views things.

Jeremy ended up rejoining and we toured non-stop for two and half years building our fan base, pretending to be a band that started naturally. In reality, what started as natural somehow morphed into a manufactured product of a major label, riding on the coattails of “Hayley’s dream.”

Before recording our next record, we kicked out Jeremy for his lack of work ethic and participation in things that Zac, Hayley and I didn’t agree with. At this point it was just the three of us to record Riot. Once the record was done, we needed a bassist and another guitarist. Eventually Zac and I convinced Hayley to let Taylor rejoin and she convinced us to let Jeremy back in, promising he had changed his ways.
Once again we hit the road and toured on our biggest record as a band. As you all know Hayley and I dated and broke up during this album cycle. Things then started going downhill for our band. Hayley and Jeremy’s views started changing from what we all once believed in. The band almost split after cancelling a tour in Europe, but we managed to keep it together somehow. This is when Zac and I started to consider quitting the band.

Once we finished touring on Riot, we came home for a break and started writing for Brand New Eyes. Hayley presented lyrics to us that were really negative and we didn’t agree with. For example, “the truth never set me free”, which contradicts what the Bible says in John 8:32 (“and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall sat you free”). We fought her about how her lyrics misrepresented our band and what we stood for, but in the end she got her way. Instead of fighting her any longer, we decided to just roll over and let it go.

Hayley claimed that this record reunited us as band and made us grow closer together, when in reality we were all growing further apart. Suddenly the band had spilt into two sides. Touring became more difficult since we couldn’t agree on anything. The friendships our band once had were no longer existent. Amos 3:3 says, “Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction”. In addition to the band turmoil, touring had really taken its toll on us both. We left home at such a young age and missed taking part in normal teenage years. When you own part of a band and are constantly playing, you make sacrifices. Touring has taken its toll on our family members as well. I specifically remember many moments where our parents would break down in tears when we had to leave. It broke my heart. Seeing our siblings grow up so much during our absences was never easy either.

After a lot a prayer and counsel Zac and I came to the decision that it was time to leave the band. We truly feel that God is leading us elsewhere and is going to do great things with us. The intention of this statement was not to belittle or disgrace the rest of the band, it was simply to clarify our decision for leaving and our desire to finally tell you guys the truth. We are still hoping to work out a friendly way to leave our part of Paramore intact with the remaining band members, including Hayley.

We want to thank you guys for all of your love and support over the past 7 years. It’s been an honor creating and playing music for you. If music is what God calls us to in the future, we hope that you all will be a part of it.

All of the glory be to God,

Josh and Zac

Well..I don't really care what happen just keep making music and hope you guy find your happiness : )
I'm still Paramore's biggest fan. I liked and loved each and every one of ya!

Quoted from : http://joshnfarro.blogspot.com/

Jewelries

Is one thing that I can never understand. Put jewelry on me and I bet cha it wouldn't last more than an hour on me. So here's the thing. My sister have this new obsession with jewelry making of swaroski pearls and beads. She made,I admit,pretty brilliant designs but the thing is..I'm not really the biggest fan of jewelries and shits like that. Sure I'd go for a bullet necklace that look almost similar to a penis from above view and never wear it anyhow,but still,jewelries/accessories is not really something I fancy. What's excruciating is that she'd constantly ask for my opinions on her design and won't stop buggin me until I voice out what I think of her design,every one fucking hour. This is soooo bloody annoying and worstttt, I have to be worlds supportive sister. Sucketh. Nevertheless, I am still proud of her. She sold a couple of designs/sets and now she's thinking of going global since she just got a placement order from the states. Impressive huh?

Josh and Zac Farro are to leave Paramore.

Yup. Read it all here folks.
http://www.paramore.net/blog/announcement/

It's a real downer that they decided to leave world's awesomest band alive. I thin they left to join another band Fox..something. I don't remember. Well lucky me I went for their last asian tour and bought a front row ticket. Was worth it.For what its worth, I've seen them all before my eyes.

Trying too hard?

I can't help but to notice people trying so hard to look good but ended up looking ridiculous than ever. We all know that I don't have good sense of fashion but at least I am sensible :P
Anyway, you wan't to look sexy and you show off more skin. There is a fine line between looking sexy and looking like a cheap slut. Some might even try too hard to look sexy that it disgust me sometimes and they end up looking like a total slut. Sexy doesn't have to show off more skin. Well..I think sexy can come from personality as well. Yeah, this sounds boring but true story.Wearing a tank top,spaghetti shirt and really short shorts or jeans doesn't make you sexy. That is what we call trying too hard. Sometimes, a simple Tee and a blue jeans can make you look sexy as ever.

Make up. I don't understand people who wear funny make up..or too much make up on their faces. I wear make up but not too much ya'll. and be wary of whatever stuff you put on your face. Soem fake make ups might even ruin your face. It just covers things up for only few hours and have lasting effects on your face. Might cause blackness on the lips or something. True story. Don't try too hard. Go for something simple and natural : )

Boys. Now girls, don't be such a cheap whore and simply go out with any boys you met by the roadside or library or god forbid, some fast food restaurant( cuz he's probably a cheap bastard..jk.Not.) Have a price for yourself, respect yourself and don't treat yourself like a cheap whore and guys won't treat you like one too. Abstain. I'm a girl too and I know sometimes how girls long to have a boy around them or some might love all the attention from boys( I really don't know what it'll do good for you...) If you just have some sense of respect for yourself..you wouldn't meet all the assholes out there and eventually meet a decent guy that wouldn't hurt you like those assholes did. Well..that's what I think.

Oh..one more thing.

Fake whore lashes are fugly.

Itu aku.

They have this tag bloggers going around among bloggers so I have been tagged. So here we go.


Apa benda yg paling penting dalam hidup?
Makan.

benda terakhir yg korg beli guna duit sendiri?
Batag lidi.


tempat ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan n tema perkhwinan?
Rumah sendiri,boleh? : DAku malas nak travel jauh jauh nih.



adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?


berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
Tak lame. Aku baru 20 tahun. Boring weyh. Dunie besau lagi.


novel/buku/majalah terakhir yg korang beli?
Change of heart-Jodi Picoult


antara mak n ayah mana lebih mesra?
MAK.


namakan org yg korang betol2 nak jumpe dalam hidup?
Jamban..since aku tgh tahan but since die kate orang so I say.. semua kawan2 ku!!!

adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?
Ye lah...adoi..


tempat yang korang betol2 nak pergi?
Europe~~


pilih satu,peluk atau cium?
Okay. Lets run a test shall we? Kau entah sape sape, kau datang dari mane pun aku tak tahu then kau peluk and and terus cium. Aku jadi menggelabah lalu bukak penendang aku.So jawapanye peluk.


3 benda tentang org yg tag korang?
Comel
Cumel
Shomel
(Boleh Nadia?)

benda yg korang sayang sgt2 dlm hidup?
Aku.


lagu paling suka n selalu dengar?
Where the lines overlap-Paramore

bila tarikh lahir n kat mana sambut tahun lps?
August 15,kat rumah atas katil aku.

blogger korang nk tag?
Malas la nak pikir. Haha
Nadia ngan azym je kot.
Hmm
Maybe Intan skali.

Guess what? Wellington boots! No.It's semester break.

Ahhh..nothing like the long semester break. After 5 long months of struggle with assignments,tutorials,quizzes and idiots, it's finally time to take a break from those rascals.So...braggin about my lame life session!
I finally have time to get back to my guitar. It's been a while and it's off tuned. I have played a couple of new songs and I've recorded some of it on Facebook. I have also lost a friend for she thought that I betrayed her while she screwed up my assignments, well read this buddy ; You can go fucking die in a fire. There you go. My sister is here, which is also a good thing! Well..the downside is that I can have little peace now. I keep constantly been called for every 10 minutes. Ooh, and now I am taking this spa management class thingy(cuz my sister thought it'd be productive for me to do it while I have nothing to do during semester break) and I have an exam on this shit this coming 26th.The if I pass the exam, I will have full certificate and I can now either have a spa of my own and teach people and become an instructor with the salary of 3K monthly :D You know what I'd choose.and oh, i forgot to brag to you about my Paramore experience. As a Parawhore, this could be the life changing experience...not. But yeah,my life is complete now. Haha. I was totally ogling on Hayley and Josh was TOTALLY checking me out.Haha :P
Okay, truth is, I was ogling on Josh and none of 'em checked me out -.-
Okay so, here's some of the pictures.














Okay, I'm done braggin.

Updates

Quick update. I'm currently bored and stuck with a pile of ASSignments. I've got dysfunctional teammates but hey, that's okay. I mean, what other way I can use my spare time other than doing the things that they should do right? Anyway, Paramore was awesome and epic. I got my Rock Zone ticket together with Farah. We manage to sit (or stand) and the very front row, right in front of Josh Farro. It was an incredibly awesome or heavenly night since we get to ogle on Josh Farro the whole fucking night. I think this compensates all of the lost events that I couldn't attend in the past years. Simple Plan, Panic at the Disco, Linkin Park and others. and crazy halloween party by ADP student, crazy lame halloween party that is. But haunted mansion was a success despite the lame party. I also have been working on my guitar skills and I can play few more songs other than The Only Exception. I haven't touch my baby for a while now since I am preoccupied with college stuff.

Splurging

I finally got my iPod Touch 4th Gen! or 4G. I don't know.Nobody cares. It look almost similar to iPhone 4G. Well..functions too. But iPod without the phone of course. It's very thin. Way cooler than Blackberry cuz it has FACETIME! Hah. Now Blackberry can't brag about their awesome BBM anymore. I'm trying to jail break my iPod and still learning. Maybe I'll do that when the semester ends.

Yeah, it looks boring for now.

Anyway, I changed my Paramore ticket from Free seating to Free standing! :D
It's doesn't sound like a good thing when I put it that way. What I meant was, I've upgraded out tickets to front stage :D
and reselling our tickets for RM152 EACH. 2 tickets available. Interested? Leave ma a shout out. Some crazy motherfucker got pissed at me cuz he thought I was actually selling RM 152 for rockzone. Dumbass.
I also have been splurging :/
No bueno. Especially when I use bankcard instead of cash. I can see the money flow. Blah.

Okay

Last couple of days had been really..crazy. Had tons of workload. It just keep coming and coming. Assignments, tutorial, homework ,events, other commitments...sometimes it just make me lose my motivation and I'll eventually start goofing around and be lazy. But since I am awesome, I find myself a way to motivate myself. I always envied my friends who have already flown to the states to resume their studies so whenever I feel demotivated, I'd stalk their Facebook page, get jealous and start working so hard afterwards until I have another nervous breakdown or demotivated. Brilliant huh? Mid sectionals on Monday until Thursday. I hope I am well prepared. I had no idea how the questions is going to be. if not, I'll just write some shit like haiku or draw a comic strip of President Lincoln and some weird things about Civil War, or lyrics to Paramore's.

Talking about education gives me major migraine, so I am going to avoid speaking of it for now.
I bought myself a Mac last week :D and I am a happy Mac User. Altho there's a few drawbacks but still, Mac is way more stable compared to others. I also got myself an Epiphone :D I am still a guitar noob but hey, at least I can play a couple of songs. Still learning and thanks to Alya, my guitar Guru. Hah. All the freaking long gaps between classes had been worth it.

Shamrock

I don't know what's up with the title...
Anywho... these few weeks..or rather days had been really..umm, disturbing. A lot of good things happened for the last couple of days. I am happy but I am curious at the same time. "God, what's the catch? Good things happen all at once? There must be something behind it. It's me we're talking about. My luck had been nothing but a blow, suddenly, everything changed over a few days. Tell me something dear god"
Anyway,I learned a couple of new songs that uses easy chords. Very easy. One of it was I wanna by The all American Rejects and the other is Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift. I'm not really her biggest fan but I don't hate her. These 2 songs uses almost similar chords. and oh! I can do Smoke on the water as well! It would sound so much better if I had an acoustic guitar. Speaking of which, I might get one Epiphone (maybe) this weekend. So..I'm gonna practice on I wanna and I'll make a video out of it when I'm ready. For now, I'm gonna go back to Bill of Rights...Article of Confederation..Amendments... Gahhhhh. Stupid quiz.

The Only Exception Fail.

Hi (This is probably the first time ever to say "Hi" in the blog so mark that down)Okay so I had mentioned about my attempt to play the only exception. So, I just made a video of myself playing the song. Oh cut me some slack, I know I suck. I'm still a guitar noob. It sounded kinda off a bit cuz I'm using a classical guitar and I was supposed to use a capo but I don't have one plus I'm still having problem with strumming and fretting. I'm trying to figure out if there is any video hosting site that I can post videos to selected people and not public or w/e and no YouTube or Rapidshare. I hate those. Well, only Rapidshare but not YouTube. Maybe some other video hosting website. So the video's on the link below. Again, if you are going to see it, please forgive me for the noise.


p/s: I just play the intro cuz the rest I am too lazy to play the rest of the songs and it needs singing XD

HIMYM and Terrified

Seriously Ted, what's the deal. It's been 5 freaking seasons of How I Met Your Mother and Ted is yet, STILL telling his kids about how he met their mother and we still have no fucking clue who the mother is. For the love of god, just tell us and get this over with. Well, bugger off. I really want to know who the mother is. I thought it was Robyn.I've been hanging on to this show for the sake of my curiosity about the mother. David Henry already has his own show for crying out loud. Just spill it out.

Learned to play a new song tonight. Heard Kara Dioguardi's song whilst I was at the Saloon doing my hair. Funny story. We'll get back to that later for now, the song. So, I thought the song might be using simple chords and voila! took me5 minutes to learn that song. The strumming is my only problem. I have to figure out about the strumming. Still in process of learning The Only Exception. I got the strumming but problem with putting the chords all together to form one whole continual song. Haha. It actually sounded awful and funny if you hear 'em or better yet, see me play. Surprisingly not much issue on the strumming pattern tho.

So, saloon.Got my hair dyed and trimmed by someone that I am unsure of his/her sexual orientation. I mean I was sure that he/she was a guy the first time I saw her 3 years ago but as the time goes by and as my mind is being conditioned(I don't even know what the heck is wrong with me) but I'm beginning to think that he is actually a she. or I wasn't sure if he was actually a he meaning if she was actually a she from the day she was born. My brain hurt. But that's beside the point. So I told her how I'd like my hair to be and sher started to voice her opinion and made the decision for me. "Okay so, I'm gonna tone down your hair color cuz it looks better if it was brown instead of red and we're gonna cut off your bangs and no Hayley Williams's hair, those sharp, spikey hair is no good". What? Did I just hire myself a personally groomer or something? Since when did a hairstylist begin to change career into personal advisor. I mean, I know her opinions might be right but who the heck cares? I specifically asked for my hair to be dyed copper red and cut short. You know, this reminds me of Russel Peters's "Personal Financial Advisor" joke. If you watch Russel you'll get the joke. Meh. All these ranting hurt my brain.

Shaz Jazle and other random shits.

Or however its spelled.The guy I stumble upon in Tari Tirana. Congratulation to this dude over here, because of him,I'm back to watch Malay dramas again. He's probably second Malay actor to Nasha Aziz that I like. If I were to meet him personally, I think I'd act really cool that he won't notice how loser I was until I embarrass myself. That might happen. So anyways,why tv? I kept saying that I don't watch much tv..I don't watch tv...I don't watch shows..so why now? Cuz I got really bored with vlogs. I've literally watched all of KevJumba's,NigaHiga's, HappySlip,Natalie Tran's and maybe Russell Peters's too. And literally watched the same videos again and again and laughed at the same jokes over and over again. It's like the freaking deja vu but a humorous Deja Vu. Hmmm.

So, I turned my attention to the tv (which happen to air boring shows almost everyday) and voila! I stumble upon Shaz, me love. Okay not. I just happen to secretly like him. Hahaha. Bugger off. I know what you're thinking.I used to date Johnny Depp,Neil Patrick Harris, Brad Pitt, Orlando Bloom, Jessy McCartney and god forbid, that Twilight dude in my dreams. High expectation right there. This time, I lower my expectation and go for local guys. Haha. Just in case if he "secretly" browse through about himself on the internet and my blog magically came up in the search, there's only one thing that I want to tell Shahz ; "Dude, I am not creepy. K Bai". Who knows he might thought a chick writing a blog about him as something creepy but I doubt that since a lot of people been writing about him but i double doubt it since I am naturally creepy. Right.

And dude, seriously, no stalker threat here. Just a harmless crush. I just happen to like who you are IN those movies/dramas. and if you are reading this, I'd love to get a cup of coffee with you (a tumbler even better) and just talk, but seriously, I just don't know what to talk about unless you are Natalie Tran(you probably don't know who she is). She is just like my soul sister. Awesome. I'm just a random,boring 20 years old chick from KL who love rambling in this blog and is a real wuss in real life who can't talk like she did in the blog. If you read this blog, it would be freakin' aweshum. If you respond to this, it's a freakin' miracle.

Okay. Enough being creepy.

So, what's up. Umm, yeah,book fair. I hope I didn't scare those people at the book fest today cuz I went like a total maniac when I saw how cheap those book were. I was mentally deranged that I embarrassed my sister with the "OMG That's so cheap's!" and "I want this. I want that!". The end result, I got myself only 2 books; Jodi Picoult and How it Happened. How it Happened is basically world's most important dates/ series of events like the assassination of the Julius Caesar, crucification of Jesus,Columbus, Jamestown and bla bla bla. You'd find it boring. Well the freak right here find it interesting so be it! :P

Sighs

asdfghjk

I have to start looking for Uni's sooooon-ish. Now that the fun time's over, I'll have to go back to studying, earing good grades, obeying the folks, be a nerd. andddddddddddd back to Kickboxing(yay!). I really miss kick fit. Hah. Okay. This is getting boring. Lateh.

I was in la la land. Blame the book.

Look. Another thumb.

Peace.

Odd.

I am really amazed with people on Facebook and of what Facebook could do to people. Facebook became some sort of medium that channels human ignorance into something...literal. or verbal. but that's beside the point. Point is, Facebook sometimes make people do stupid things and it's like a platform to be stupid. Facebook also portrays how pussy people are. One can act really immature, really gangster, really....badass on Facebook, say mean things but when you are face to face, you become the biggest pussy by far. So much for badass-ness. Okay, no harm on being a badass but to say mean things about people? That's just..odd. Recently, I saw this group of really cool people, posted a picture of a girl and tagged her on the picture, along with a lot of nasty names on the same pictures. It's what they "call" her. Really? You are that cool huh?

So anyways, I became ridiculously amused when I saw people posting pictures of the bill from a "over priced" restaurant and sometimes, status updates about buying "over priced" Gucci handbags, super duper expensive underwear(nah..just messing) but really? You guys post that? I mean why? The world doesn't need or even want to know. In fact, people would probably think that you are dumb enough to post something like that instead of impressed. It's more or less like posting something like this :

People, if you want to show off, we get your msg. Instead of sending us a subliminal msgs, you can just spill the truth out of your chest : "PEOPLE, I BOUGHT SOMETHING REALLY EXPENSIVE WHICH I DON'T THINK YOU CAN AFFORD TO BUY. I'M JUST WAY COOLER THAN YOU. JUST SO YOU KNOW. K BAI."

But then again, it's your Facebook status msgs, it's your life. Do whatever you want. You know, whatever makes you happy, man. Just...when you do that, you look utterly and totally bimbo. Hey, just sayin'.

Have a good day.

Look what I have here ;]

Sup people! Look what I have here ;]

My life is complete. I finally get to see the red head rocking live before my eyes.

It's on the 19th of October live at the Merdeka Stadium, Bukit Jalil. The tickets are tad expensive compare to Singapore and Philiphines. Do they have something against us? o.O

But anyway, it's Paramore, the one thing that I have been anticipated my entire life. I'd do anything for it and voila! 2 tickets for me and one of my bitch.

There was 2 other chicks in the cd store when we were dealing about the ticket and those chicks looked so amazed when they heard the word "Paramore" comin out of my mouth(along with some cash comin out of my wallet). I felt like I was at the apex(sick of the word top) of everything;life,moment,whatsoever. I am so proud of myself. Haha. I know it sounded dumb but I bet everybody would feel the same too. I hope those chicks will have their chance with Paramore too.

Anyways, it's good to be "back". Missed a couple of classes but that's okay. I'll catch up. Really miss my uni mates. I'll be seeing them next week :D Really can't wait to go back to school!

Selamat Hari Raya : )

Reality show.

You know what I hate the most about reality shows? The sympathy.

For some reasons, it really ticks me off when someone started crying or pleading in reality show,nationwide, in front of the freaking camera. Like those in American Idol for instance, the contestant are being interviewed personally and tells about themselves. It's really cool to tell about themselves but it's just not cool anymore when they started to tell about their lost ones or the tragic story which so far has nothing to do with singing.

I'm 30 years old from town bla bla and I work at costco. 2 years ago, I had a tragic accident which almost caused my life

then there's the sound of the violin come in the background and you can guess how the rest of the story goes. I mean really, what does having a tragic accident has anything to do with singing? Well unless you were mute before then miraculously you get your voice back by choking on a churro then it's acceptable. If I get to be on reality shows, my story would go down like this -->

I'm 20 years old from town Loserville. I'm a part time student at LSU(Loserville State University) and a part time street performer. I used to live with my angry cat, Louie. She used to torture me, keep claw-ing me, and she wouldn't let me go out of the house. She would guard the door everytime and flash her shiny claws whenever I pisses her off. It's really a traumatizing experience..and..anddd...I'm sorryy I can't talk about it..too traumatizing..

No. I was only joking. My cat wouldn't do that.

Another thing that really pisses me off about reality show is when people can't handle rejection.

People, if you sucked, then you really sucked. Bugger off. Get movin'. But they won't, they'd still plead and worst of all, they can't handle it when the judges tell them that they suck and it always go down like this-->

You know what judges, fuck you! You can't even sing yourselves!

Yeahh...people, that's totally and utterly lame. And those family member and friends or anyone who told them that they're actually good in singing and urges them to try out for the audition. Then BAM! They get rejected plus some extra comments from the judges that contradicts to what the loved ones said about their singing. Yeahh..they might want to check it again if their loved ones actually love them or just trying to pull a prank on them. You know if the situation goes like this -->

You : So mom, how's my voice?

Your mom :*squeaks* Ummm...wow..you're dang good. You should try out for the audition son.

You : Really?! Awww.

My advice, check again.

Speaking of loveee, I was bombarded by this ad the other day while I was streaming a movie online.

Yeahhh...it was creepy. I thought it was really meant for me until I realized it was an ad. Cuz you know, it kinda look like msn. but anyways, my reply was gonna be " I've never had any lesbian experience, I could try some" and very honestly, I really go back and think if I dated any girls back in High school. I mean who knows right if I have some random creepy female stalker back but then dang it, she's too hot for me, way outta my league. There goes my lesbian experience :[

And oh, I've gotten my Student ID. I sort of mentioned about flashin my ID card on here but it really look like shit. The card was cool minus the picture. The picture was shit.

Well, until then, I hope you're all well and have a good weekend.

P/s : Lol, I wasn't referring to any specific individuals this is just my 2 cents. So really, bugger off. Leave me alone :P

Alpha

I came to realize that the word Alpha could mean more than just...Alpha. Thanks to a friend of mine, now I see the definition of alpha in a dubious way. Back then in college, I used to joined a dodgeball team for a charity event(If you read my earlier posts, one of my posts tells about the dodgeball experience) and majestically, our team manage to get through until the knockout stage where only 4 teams left and one of it was a pro dodgeball team. Our team had to go against the pro team by the name...Alpha Q. Well...it was a fine name. Lovely name.Before I was told what it meant. Then a really good friend of mine read the post and he was laughing his arse of because I couldn't spot the meaning of the word Alpha Q which happen to be "I'll fuck you" in other sense if you pronounce it real fast over and over again. Try it and it will make sense to you. Then I stumbled upon the same word again in one of KevJumba's video post. Alpha Kenny Body. Lol. The best part was, he told his dad to say it out loud in front of the freaking camera. His dad pwns.

Just watch the video


His dad pwns bigtime.

For all mulims, selamat berpuasa :]
Oh shit, I'm sorry. I mean for those who actually puasa, selamat berpuasa. I know yang makan senyap2. Not all puase. Hah

Freshmen year, day 1

We didn't do much on day one. It's just basically orientation and introduction to the Uni life and shits. We were forced to play some shitty games,ice breaking and what not.It was excruciating at the beginning tho, to listen to those boring craps that are important but it's too boring to the point of diarrhea but things got better and fun-ner towards the end of the event. We had to create like a eureka or something to represent the difference between Uni and high school. I have to admit it that I am neither creative nor smart,so the designs for our eureka was lame. It was too lame that it could blind you and cause you itchiness in the eyes and blank view for days or maybe months. Way off. Anyways, point is, we're not creative. So I came up with this sloppy idea to create a pyramid(oh, we were given tonnes of straws and a cellophane tape for the apparatus)and some crap, I swear I don't know what it is so I just call it a barbecue pit. The idea was,the pyramid supposed to resembles high school wehere the only thing you have to worry about is just your homeworks, exams, your silly high school love story(maybe) and nothing else whilst in university, you have to deal with a lot of responsibilities. Okay boring. Point of the story is,the pyramid was stable and the barbecue pit wasn't. My point for the bbq pit was, your uni life will be wrecked like how I wrecked the bbq pit during the presentation(I don't know why I'm explaining this but I guess just to prove the relevance of the story). But the whole point of everything was, our eureka was batshit lame and we won 3rd place, get hamper and booze!(I wish!) It was just sparkling juice but it was fun tho to share it all with these crazy mofos I've met. Haha..I love my new uni mates. I actually have pictures of us drinking the juice,funny pictures..heh.
Anyways,I love my new student ID. It is the most brilliant invention ever. My ID could be use to pay for car park,food and etc. and when you run out of balance, you just reload at the machine.Awesome ain't it? ;] Yeah yeah..I have never heard of this before. This is my first. I'm looking forward my classes to commence. I'll share the pictures once I get them and maybe..just maybe flash you my student ID.

p/s : so to add another random story, I sprained my ankle earlier today, on my way to my uni. I walked thru the normal path I take to go out of my condo everyday and suddenly a couple of butterflies ninja attack-ed me. So..yeah. I ran and sprained my ankle. Epic first day.

Boomer

This picture has its story. Haha

Basically,it's about this annoying cute kid I met at a function today.
So she saw my friend had this specific bubble gum and that kid created a havoc around the house all because she want one of these. Long story short, she didn't get the gum at the end of the day and I stumble upon one so I bought it just to annoy that kid to my own satisfaction. She didn't know I have this, like I said, it's for my own satisfaction. No wonder kids hate me. I despise annoying kids too :P

Wishlist

This is self centered me,writing this post. I don't usually celebrate birthdays, maybe I do sometimes, with my significant others but nothing besides that. There's a lot of things that I want to posses or things I want to do but since I'm jobless I'd have to beg for it instead of working it all the way on my own. So people, pay attention :

10) Converse Metalica Limited Edition


9) Roller blade
8) A basketball
7) Box set of How I met your mother from season 1 to season 5
6) A handycam
5) DSLR Camera
4) Adidas Chelsea sports shoe
3) A WAKEBOARDDDD! I want Hyperlite!


2) SKYDIVING!
1) THIS :



Do the honors people ;]
I've also picked the subjects for semester 1, year 1. The 4 subjects are :
History of the United States, Introduction to Speech Communication, General Psychology and General Sociology. Tell me if this is a suicide mission.

Chain mail or the same craps

I saw this on Facebook. I saw this before..on Facebook, Myspace or even in my inbox. When I see this, I only have one thing in mind..."You lying bastards. This shit never works" Why am I being so bitter eh? I tell you why. I get this a lot on Myspace back then, it always says "Repost this and you will get kissed by your true love tomorrow morning" so I did. Nothing happen. No shit. This reminds me when my mom lied to when I asked for a rocking pony when I was a kid, she bluffed,told me she'll get one when we returns and guess what? We'd never return there. I still love you mom. Same goes to those chain mail that "threatened" your life. Like "You've read this! Now you have to repost this and you will have good luck tomorrow morning or shit will happen to you". Very frankly, I got scared so I repost whatever shit they sent me. Now I just tell them to fuck off. These craps reminding me how dumb I was back then. Oh well.
I really wanted to flag that post as a way to tell him/her :STOP LYING TO MEEEE!

Legendary Night

It happened! As planned, 31st of July, MTV World Stage.As per title said, last night was Legendary. 10 hours of standing, half day under the blazing sun and spent the whole night drenched in the rain, in front of the stage!The fever, messed up legs, it was all worth it! Bunkface kick start the show with their Bunk song and MTV saved the best for the last,Katy Perry. Then followed by Wonder Girls and Tokio Hotel in between. Wonder Girls was not bad. They could dance and sing but I still dislike their songs nevertheless. The crowd was crazy, especially those in VIP area. If you guys are reading this, I just wanted to let you know that you guys are awesome, and thanks for the guys who helped me out when I was dehydrated. Yeah, bloody bouncer took our water bottles away,all that left of to drink was the rain. Anyway,it was heck of a night. For some reasons, I became anti bouncer o.O
They never smile. So, I saw one of them looking at me with a wicked stare and i told him to smile in the way that you don't want to know. He can't hit me :D I wanted to take his picture tho and show him how ugly he look like when he was giving me the wicked stare even after I smiled to him and said thank you for the water. Sighs. You anti social people.
Then the girl behind us got seizure but the friends are all smartasses, they don't even hold her when she was gonna fall so the girl end up pulling my friend's backpack and we ended up helping her instead of the friends -.-
I don't know how much that girl weight but man she was heavy. I don't even know where did I get the energy to actually hold a passed out chinese female which turn out to weight heavier than me -.- but that's what I realaly love about the crowd ; they're really courteous about each other. I was sitting and there's this random girl keep asking me if I was okay...and some other "courteous" guys, and some really cool people at the front.
So after Katy Perry performed( It was end of the show actually but wonder girls sang another song after Katy) we stood back and find a place to rest our sore legs and we found a really good spot. Just on the floor but look what we found :



I'm sure that's not tea ;]
Still, how could he do it in the crowd? I rather not think about it o.O But man! he's creative!

Okay, I'll let the pictures tell you more. I'm sorry for all the lame pictures but those are the best I can give to you since I forgot to replace the battery and my phone camera is just batshit lame.


Katy Perry

The VJ's and you know who's my fav ;] Uttttt



Bunkface



Wonder Girls(or Wonder Pets as I call them XD)



MY VJ Utt <3>
Tokio Hotel. Bill Kaulitz wear more make up than my sister did!



That's me, misspelled Bunkface and just noticed the error about 10 minutes ago. AFTER 24 hours.



We also bumped into a local celebrity which I don't know of but my friend did



Resting the legs after the show. Love the fan and the poncho(altho it didn't help much with the rain)

Annoying ads

So I recently uninstalled AdMuncher and replaced it with AdBlock. Apparently,it didn't work out well on my computer and on my fav browser. So here we go again with the "Asian female looking for fun", "Shoot 5 iPhones to get one for free" or something like this ;



This is so annoying and kind of intimidating ya know. I mean, how on earth did he/she know where I live?! How fast can he/she do statistic calculation to know that exactly 75% people of my area got the question wrong?! and what the hell are they trying to convey by stating "75% people of my area got this question wrong"?! Are they saying that we're dumb or virtually blind? and my area?? How on earth did he/she know where I live? Did he/she traced me IP?! Stalk? That's creepy. I mean how hard is it to spot a trick picture of an old lady and a friggin princess? Really? Haha. Just generally stating how ads annoy me. I'm really comfortable to not being bugged by ads for the past few months. It's fun to literally vandalize websites by clicking everywhere and no more disturbed asian female looking for fun. or those lame ads on msn/ym eveytime I log in. But meh, since I uninstalled my ad blocker, I have to watch those annoying ads again. Can't wait to get my cow back and continue vandaliz :]

MTV World Stage 2010, Here I Come!

Sup fellows :D
Look what I have here ;]



Yup! I've won the contests and what not! Event is 2 weeks away from now and I am so excited. I'm giving these tickets out to my pals and more attempts to get more free tickets so that all my pals could go to the event with moi! and heck, I'll make sure that we reach there like 4-5 hours before they open the gate just so that I could be in the front row. This is me rocking my soul before going back to school. I'm pretty excited about going back to school too. Hopefully things won't be as dull as the past 2-3 months. Man..I really can't believe it that I'm stepping into freshmen year. We grow up so fast eh? Registration on Saturday(Yeah, I'll get free flash drive upon registration and a lot of other freebies). I have a thing about free stuff. Hahaha. Class commencing on 9th of August. A very long semester tho. 6 months but heck, better than 3 months of rush like back then in college. Then I'm gonna hit twen-teen. Yeah, I'm young and I still want to be a teenager. Haha, so twen-teen. Really can't wait for my birthday and see what's the deal,but meh, I rather not think about it yet. As for now, all in all, I really can't wait to start a new life! and oh, hopefully I could do something to help my sister to get back here.I really miss her annoying voice around XD

Oh, recently(Not that recent but since I tried watersports) I have this crave to do more extreme sports expecially SKYDIVING. It gets worse when I saw my friend did it back in Canada!I really envy her! Skydiving may look scary on the surface but I find joy in it especially flying/floating 4500 ft above the ground. Haha, I really can't wait to try skydiving one of these days. Maybe I should go for something simpler like Bungee Jumping but meh, we can't find any good bungee spot other than KL Tower. Oh I also want to try the G force they have in KL Tower. The price is incredibly cheap. I might try one of these days, with my sister. Hehehe >:)

Check out the website : http://ajhackett.com/malaysia/

Moroccan Bath

So my sister kept mentioning Moroccan Bath since last year.She said that it will be the best,cleanest bath you'll ever have. Since I am already here so I thought I could give it a go. She took me there yesterday, and the spa reserved a Syrian lady who can't speak English for me. She looks like the cat lady. You know, a lil' evil but she's nice. Just a lil' communication problems. So I was asked to changed take of my clothes and wear robes and all. Then, got in the bathroom and BAM! She took off my bathrobe. Nobody, ever, in this world have ever seen me naked, 'cept maybe for my mum of course. I was told to take a hot shower for half an hour, in a very little tiny bathroom. So yeah, okay. Easy. Then she started the steam thingy, at first it was okay then the thing filled the whole damned room, like she's gonna kill me or something. Seriously, it was bloody hot, small steamy room with a claustrophobic freak inside. Oh they have an extractor fan but it was totally useless since the power was off. Bloody hell. I almost fainted but tried to hold on as long as I could. She came in, with scrubs and all. The steams goes off then I saw a bottle of weird greenish thing. It look really disgusting. Was hoping that she's not gonna put that thing on me annnnnnndd she totally put it on me all over my hot body :P Starting to scrub my back...my arms...my ass, my titties! I was like, OMG! Oh so I see, this is a "grope me for free day". My tits! Jeez. But honestly, it was worth it. It removes all the dead skins. I could see lumps of dead skins or we call in "daki" in Malay. I feel clean. It was worth it to pay 70 bucks to being groped and molested. This shit costs like 200 bucks in KL. So not worth it.
I will never trust my sister with her idea of "sisters spa day" again XD

Wine!

My sister took me out for a din din few nights back at a restaurant, African restaurant or I don't know, called Meat and Co. The food was amazing and the waiters are all very welcoming. So yeah, I ordered ribs with mashed potato and some sparkling juice. Then the food came, BAM! 4 spare ribs. I was breathless for 10 seconds and thinking of how in the world am I ever going to finish THAT. I'll show you.



I only finished one of the four ribs on the plate. I kid you not.
Another thing that amazed me was the wine rack. It's not like I have never seen any wine rack before but for some reasons I really like this one. I took a picture of it. They have wines from the year 2005 if I wasn't mistaken, up till now, or maybe older. They even have stairs to pick up the wines from upper shelf. It's totally normal but I don't know, I just like this one better.


So yeah, that's about it. We're gonna try arabic food. Kebab or something, I don't know tomorrow night.

Summer

Day 3 in Abu Dhabi, UAE. Crazy city. Arrived here on the 8th, morning. 7 hours flight was totally nothing 'cept it almost made my butt goes numb.Yeah. Felt like jumping off the plane when the airplane flew over Maldives. Anyways, met some cool people, did some cool activities.Hit the beach on the first day. Met this cool canadian couple who have a boat,took us to the middle of the fucking ocean and threw me in the damned ocean. Had really really really salty water in my ears, eyes and throat, it was awesome. Then we kick start the day with tubing then ended it with wakeboarding. Tubing was easy but wakeboarding? I had a really hard time trying to get out of the water and had the waves hitting my ribs. I know I am not entitled to complain but THAT really hurt. and had gallons of salty water when I was screaming from the pain.It was "nice". We did nothing interesting on the second day, just something involving beads and swarovski. Girly stuff. I'm not really into it but my sister and her Canadian friend is. So yeah, I was there just to help, a lil' and got an earring for myself. Here's the best part, I made it all by myself. Hah. I'll show you. I forgot what are other things we did yesterday.It was boring. So today is the 3rd day. I am still trying to tune in with the time, still jetlagged and trying to tune in with the road directions used before I get myself killed. These people are crazy. They drove crazy cars, Toyota is the lowest of all. Bentley, Chrsyler,Lamborghini baby! Crazy! and they drive at least 120 km/h! Crazy! I swear my heart beats crazy fast whenever I stepped into taxicabs and had flashbacks of my life, like those in movies. Haha, just kidding, but really, it was scarier than butterfly. So tried Kick boxing today. Canadian trainer (friggin Canadians, they're everywhere) made me do 200 jumping jacks, 50 push ups, and lot of other weird cardiac/muscle thingies. I literally crawled to get my water bottle. Thought I was going to die.It was painful but it was fun. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger ;] but there is something that is killing me right now...sighs. Nvm. Anyways, Greg was mean..and awesome. He knows I can do better so yeah, kept pushing me till I die.
My body is sore,everywhere. I can hardly walk,forget running. Tried to but I ended up running like Forest Gump.

Made lasagna for the dinner. I had been cooking for 2 nights in a row. What a nice sister I have, and looking forward for the weekend since my sister is working for 4 days straight and I will be alone, finally. Yay! and we are crashing Dubai this weekend, Sunday maybe. Going for Moroccan bath on the saturday. Doesn't excite me much. But Dubai would be awesome since we're hitting Blooming dale for cupcakes.

I had fun so far. I really did. but deep inside , there is always something wrong that spoils the fun.

The truth

The truth might set you free but gonna leave a piece of crap on somebody else...

Loyalty fail.

Saw this on my facebook homepage. Wanted to submit it on failbooking but don't know if they get the joke.

Rules are made to be broken?

Have you ever been at the point of your life where you KNOW you just have to break the rules even when you have a lot of other better choices in front of you? I'm at the exact same point right now. Honestly, I'm shit scared but meh, its best to go random and just do it(credit to Nike, you cheap human labor freaks)No hesitation. No regrets. So, I'm looking forward to it. All in all, I second the idea that the rules are made to be broken. Hell yea, I'm not as boring as you imagined. and nothing bad about breaking the rules, unless you do it often but that's not my point. Point is, you don't always have to abide it, right? There are circumstances where rules needs to be broken. So yeah :D

Lol

Some people think that I'm giving some sort of advice on my posts. Well, it's not. Mostly, it's just me being annoyed by ridiculous people. I can't talk them out of it since they'll be all like "who the eff are you to judge me?!". So I'll just STFU and watch the idiocy. Just like I said, this is the place where I can have my freedom of speech, not freedom after speech. Still, I don't care what you amazing people think. Screw your opinion.

Much love,
Saichi

Procrastination > Presentation

Finally! I get to spend some time with my pillow and my bed. Been having sleeping problem for a week now, and no sleep at all last night. Doing last minute assignment.That's the price you have to pay for procrastinating. Skipped 2 classes today, just so i can sleep instead of being delusional in class and say silly stuff that I don't even understand. I did that during first period. I mean, Hitler, as a good leader? WTF was I thinking? Mr Andelko was disturbed for few seconds. FYI, I still think I was right about Hitler being a good leader. He's a genius.

So, I can't believe I volunteered myself to present my report tomorrow morning,yea since no one wanted to do it. I'm not really a fan of public speaking. The last time I really enjoyed doing presentation was during my 2nd sem psych class. It was awesome. I don't know how can I talk profusely for 40 minutes and still don't have enough time to present all of my report. Psych rocks.

Hayley Williams

Well, you all know I've always been a huge fan of Paramore especially Hayley Williams. I'd marry her if I was a lesbian. She's just too awesome.

Arthur

Arthur and me!

Yay, Laura finally uploaded this picture on Facebook.She came back to Malaysia to visit family and friends, now she's back in London. I missed Arthur : ( Arthur is huge and heavy! His hands are bigger than mine. He's only 6-7 months old. Don't I look motherly right there ; )Man, I hate kids, from the bottom of my heart. They're just plain annoying with all the whining and crying. I don't hate Arthur or my niece tho. I hate those kids who knows how to talk back. I'd break their jaw only if their parents allow me. I still love my niece eventho she cry at times. She used to cry whenever I hold her, back then. But now guess what? I'm her favorite aunt ;] She will stop crying whenever I sang Barney theme song.I don't know why that song. Then she'll start clapping and giggling. Meh, I love her. Just Myra and Arthur :D

STPM

Good Luck to those whose taking their STPM result today. Any of you who are thinking of running away from home, escaping, even killing yourself, you are welcome to consult me. My house is a refugee camp. I also sell noose in case if you want to "hang out".I also provide consultation on ways to kill yourself should it be dramatic, something that people will remember or something low and steady, or stylish.But if you do plan to stay alive and keep fighting, I may have something to share. I guess you're wondering what are you going to do next? Well, if you ask me I really don't know. Hahah. But seriously, do something that you love(Tgk result jugak la) not something that some random assholes decide for you. You see, government is like the devil. They suck everything out of you. They decide what course you should go and sometimes, we agree to go for it because we're too afraid to make our own choices. Or maybe economic factor.So, I urge all of you, to do what you really want to do. Don't even think about the money. We have ptpn. Have the guts to do what you want not what the government or your parents decide for you cuz at the end of the day, you're the one who will suffer if it was the wrong choice, not them. Should you listen to me? No.Pssh! I'm a loser : )

Random

I think almost everyone knows that I'm afraid of butterflies. It's official. They find it's weird to fear a harmless creature such as butterfly. Dude, we all have irrational fear somewhere. It is totally normal to have fears. Nothing weird about fearing butterflies. I got tonnes of reasons...creepy legs, overtly soft wings and the dusts on the wings...the slimy green butterfly blood when you squish them. It's just nasty. I also developed another fear, fear of holes, tiny little holes. It has its own psychological term but I don't really remember.I've only held butterfly, once ,in my life. I was just trying to make a peace with butterfly clan then my cousin squished the poor thing on my hand, leaving the slimy green-ish blood everywhere on my hand. I've also squished a butterfly once, accidentally, when I was walking. Honestly, I didn't see it. Then I spent more then an hour scrubbing my feet with antiseptic germicide and soap. You know what's worse? When I have those huge butterflies floating around my house. I remember 4-5 years back. I went to a camp and this camp had butterflies EVERYWHERE. I remember wearing 3 ply of clothes to protect myself from being touched by butterflies. Then, went back home from the camp. Found 2 huge butterflies floating around in my house. I stayed in my room for 2-3 days until I decided to go brave and chase those pity butterflies out of my house(Yeah, my siblings thought that it was a good humor to see me screaming like a lil' girl, so they decided not to help). Come to think of it, I do think it's funny sometimes. Lol. I put a sweater on, and another 2 ply of shirt inside, put on hoodie, wear gloves and stockings, armed with a broom. I can finally watch tv in peace ; )
I remember when Iba's brother teased me with a moth. He said he have something to show me, I've never thought that it's going to be a moth. I lost my voice for that :/

Everyday, of my life, I have to live with this fear. There's this path that I have to walk through it to get out of my apartment. And that path itself, is like butterflies favorite hang out spot. So, can you imagine how much fear I have to live in? Every single day. I took a picture of it, I'll show you.


Butterflies favorite hang out spot.


Haha, Eff you Percy Jackson

Pictures

What a wonderful day I had today. So, I've studied the whole night, last night for the exam. Then the next morning, I suddenly feel kinda sick-ish, threw up and stuff, an hour before the exam. Wait! The day got better! So I took a cab from the train station to exam center, 15 minutes journey turned to 40 minutes when I got stuck in a traffic. Uber lame traffic. I mean, why now?! You know when you're in a rush and suddenly everything happen at THAT particular time. WTF is wrong with time? Yea so screw my "good day". Was going through all the pictures in my phone,computer and my old myspace account. The pictures from the good old days.


I was bored waiting for Nads-.- Man, i was crazy back then. Dunno if I still am. Missed my long hair tho ; )



I don't remember when was this. Way back then. The clone for L(Death Note) and Ju-on.

This picture is the most epic picture ever. Taken at the National zoo.

I love English and the innuendo ;)

Freedom

Okay, I'm getting too annoyed. My fault for letting people get to me. They're not at fault. They prolly don't even know about it. Some people just know how to promote themself, attention whores... but when they overdo it, believe me, they look more or less like a bimbo. This is excruciating to watch.Well, you know, whatever makes you happy man, just don't drag me into your land of stupidity.Along with Mr *** spamming my formspring with his idiotic yet perverted questions. Enjoy being blocked, creep.
Okay so, freedom? How well do you use it? Believe me, I have all, in fact more freedom than any other normal teens would have (Oh fuck yes I'm still a teenager, punk!) I'm really glad that I get this kind of freedom, to go anywhere I want, to make any decisions I want and etc. Even though I am granted with such freedom, I can still control myself.Maybe you're thinking that we're living a different lifestyle,I'm living alone, my sister is on the same page as us, teens and bla bla bla. No it's not that easy. Lol, you don't know me and you judge me? That's just sad man. Thing is, my sister didn't give the freedom all at once. She learned that, I am getting older and sooner or later, she just have to let me go. The only thing she can do is to prepare myself for life. Believe me, I used to get carried away with the freedom I have. I misused it. Thank goodness my sister was there to snap me out of it( Yea...I feel sorry for her that time) Okay, I'm gonna skip all the great grandfather stories. My point is, when your parents trust you, even with a small thing, don't fucking betray their trust.When they say no, DEAL WITH IT. Learn to accept a no, cuz they know what's good or bad for you. And when they even say no for ridiculous reason, don't blame them cuz you're the one who lied to them and hurt their trust. Stop being a whiny bunch and deal with it. I've seen enough from teens point of view and I've gone deeper into parents point of view. I understand few things. Just because your friends got more freedom than you, doesn't mean you deserve as much freedom as your friends got.

Keyword : Don't betray people's trust.

Have some self control.
Untill then, check yourself before you wreck yourself <3